I wanna lose my weight.... 2 kgs jer boleh?

Bonjour! Comment allez-vous?

Uols meh sni nak share skit pasal my weight. Uols pun tahu kan RedBerry ni takde la tinggi sgt. So kalau bab berat ni, mmg kena jaga la. Kalau terlebey berat skit, nampak gempal. Tak suka!

RedBerry lupa la time skolah berat RedBerry brapa. Tapi tak aci, time tuh active sports. Main volleyball, lari 1500 meter, lari berganti 400 meter. Skang? Nak lari from living hall ke dapur pun mengah. Apa citer, beb? *LOL*

Masa RedBerry time college kat KL.... rasa nye berat dlm 44kgs - 46kgs kot. Tapi kan time tuh rasa ok jer. Mayb badan berat, tapi takde lemak. Logik tak? Tu kot rasa ok. Then Redberry pegi obersea. Kat sana mmg naik la. Rasa nye paling gemuk. My weight zaman gelap rasa nye 48kgs! ouucchh! wwoossshhh!!! Sampai budak2 laki panggey "J-LO".. bertapa kembang nye my butt time tuh. My siblings panggey 'zaman gelap' - coz gemuk. Muka bulat, my butt pun bulat... tapi perut takde la buncit. ermm.. mayb sebab byk minum air suam kot. Mmg la kalau ikut BMI, kalau takat 48kgs tu, dlm category NORMAL tau.. bukan overweight. Tapi horror!

Lepas tuh RedBerry balik ke Msia and start keje kat audit firm. Paham2 jer la. Then berat turun sampai la 40kgs! and... it stopped there for 5 years. Masa tu mmg la rasa tak best, coz kalau pakai baju kebaya, nampak cam apa jer. Budak kecik. Pakai baju kurung lagi la... org kata budak sekolah. aisehh man. So masa tu berusaha la nak gain weight. Makan apa jer. Mmg best la part tuh. Tapi tak naik2. Susah hati kot, keje teruk, takde bf, org dok suruh kahwin.. tension. Tu tak naik2 kot. Tapi suka coz muka panjang skit. hahaha.

Then, kahwin... alhamdulillah.. (love u, sayang)... berat maintain 40kgs in a year. Then masuk 2nd year naik skit2... from 40kgs to 42kgs... wow dah naik 2 kgs.. i was so HAPPY!! pakai baju pun nampak la body, nak beli seluar or skirts pun ada la size. *grin*

Masuk 3rd year kahwin... berat naik lagi wokey... another 1 kg.. ok la. 43kgs. Tak kurus sgt. 2 kgs.
Unfortunately, RedBerry kena operate apendiks in May 2010. Org kata lepas operate nanti badan naik. Risau gak weeyy. Tapi selera makan mmg best la. Skill masak pulak dah improve. Mau nye tak seronok makan. I gained another 1 kg within a few months ... i was 44kgs and rasa mmg best la. Mcm perfect. Kalau ikut BMI, slightly underweight... dlm 17.8 camtuh la. But i was happy! Baju size S, jeans size 24 pun muat lagi.

Lately mmg trasa berat skit. Jeans pun ketat. Padahal dah beli size 25 dah tuh lepas gain weight 44kgs tuh. Sebab rasa nak selesa skit. Now dah ketat... ermm.. nampak gaya dah bukan 44kgs ni. So masa buat medical check up last 2 weeks, masa adik kat klinik tuh said it out loud to the doctor... weight: 46 kgs! RedBerry rasa nak pitam dan dan tu jugak! OMG!! no wonder... argghhhhh.. no wonder rasa berat nak jalan... ohh Noooooo... ok.. time tuh takde la panik sgt lagi. Cuma trasa sedey. Then lepas tu, pegi umah auntie. Sekali masuk2 umah dia, salam.. dia tegur... "waahh.. dah berisi skit ni"... THEN I STARTED PANICKING!!! My mummy was there... and she just smiled. For her, dia suka badan berisi skit, nampak sexy. But for me, ohh tidakkkkkkk. No wonder la my husband selalu jer kata PERUT BUNCIT. hahahha mmg perut buncit pun. aceeehhhhh! *malu*

So since then... (baru last week la nih)... RedBerry dengan penuh keazaman (chewaaahh!)... nak diet turun kan 2 kgs jer... RedBerry nak try dapatkan balik 44kgs tuh. Tapi sanggup ke?

To be continued....

See ya in my next entry!

Till then... a bientot!
RedBerry